I've been reading a lot of Confederate letter collections
the past few weeks, and I have discovered something interesting in the letters
of David Parker. Parker, from Yancey County and a member of the 54th North
Carolina Troops, writes home about food (many soldiers did that), but ties in
the morale of the army. We know that morale was tied to food, but it does not
get mentioned very often.
In November 1862, Parker writes that all they are getting to
eat is "dry crackers and beaf meat." He then confesses that he has
lost weight in the past few months, and
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It is unclear just how long these arrangements lasted, but
by late summer 1864, Parker appears to be back in the ranks. His command was in
the Shenandoah Valley and while rations were scarce, there were opportunities to
supplement with apples and other fruits just coming ripe. In December of 1864,
things were not so good. Writing from the trenches around Petersburg, Parker
believed that "It is the hardest time in this army that I have saw since I
have been out in the service and if it does not get better the soldiers will
not stand it long. They are all threatening to run away if they don't give them
more to eat." A few days later he wrote that the rations were a little
better. We are faring very well at this time though I do not know how long it
will last. What we get now we can live on very well. If it will only continue.
I have not thought to run away yet though when I wrote last I was very much
tempted. If they had not given me more to eat I do not know what I should of
done though I do not expect to run away while I can help it for it never was my
notion to run away. You know that I all ways was opposed to it but hunger will
make men do that they do not want to do. So long as Jefferson Davis does feed
me as he is at this time I will stay with him." (136)
Of course, we know that the North cut off supplies coming
from the Deep South, and from the Shenandoah Valley, and that thousands did run
away. David Parker held out until the end. He was wounded, probably on April 2,
1865, and admitted to a hospital in Richmond the next day. Parker succumbed to
his wounds on April 14, 1865; he is buried in Richmond, a long way from his
home in the mountains of western North Carolina.
If you want to learn more of David Parker's story, check out
Pen in Hand: David Parker Civil War
Letters, edited by Riley Henry.